Wild and Free - Edward R. Kenzakoski III
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Ed
 
Where to even start.
That's the hardest part.
I could talk for days,
About the million ways,
You have changed the part that I'll play in this life.
You were Superman except you had no kryptonite.
Hearing you were gone put a hold on my life.
I'm out with my friends but I'm in my own zone, writing this sentence.
I still cant comprehend it.
Life has tragic endings.
Unfortunately I'll never know the reasoning behind it.
But each and every day, I will be reminded,
Of exactly what I'm fighting for. 
Now I'm fighting harder, a pacifist no longer.
I feel I've grown stronger, I've inherited a piece of you.
My motivation is renewed.
Forever I'll continue making my own way.
Doubt me all they want but with you as my angel,
Regardless what my goal is, I will not fail.
So I'll take a leap of faith and let my dream set sail.
 
When I look to the sky and stare at all the stars,
I pretend that every one is an angel keeping guard,
Watching down on me to keep me safe from any harm.
I know that your up there somewhere, nudging me along.
Keeping me on track incase I should fall off.
You’re my guiding light, I know I cant get lost.
 
I believe everything happens for a reason but I cant find one for this.
I'm looking through pictures of when we were little kids.
I cant help but shed a tear for every memory I miss.
I remember when we'd,
Compete over dumb shit on the trampoline.
I wont forget the time you pushed me off face first into mud.
And when you threw me fully clothed into Blue Bottom, damn we were young.
That was the first time I said fuck, in front of my dad.
At least he just laughed.
And when I was like 15, we went to Ocean City.
You held Ermak by his ankle over the balcony.
I think he shit his pants cause we were on the 14th story.
You left behind great stories, and amazing memories.
And its because of you that I started wrestling.
Which got me outta the valley, at least temporarily.
And gave me the chance to see, that I could make a bigger impact.
Now everything I do, I dedicate to you.
I don’t care what I've gotta go through,
I'll take the cuts and bruises.
Nothings gonna stop me, I'm climbing to the top.
 
When I look to the sky and stare at all the stars,
I pretend that every one is an angel keeping guard,
Watching down on me to keep me safe from any harm.
I know that your up there somewhere, nudging me along.
Keeping me on track incase I should fall off.
You’re my guiding light, I know I cant get lost.
 
I never even got to have a legal beer with you.
I'm gonna drink tonight and you know what kind of brew.
Not because I like it just in memory of you.
And they should've buried you with that bud hat on your head.
At least they left it in your casket.
But the shirt that they put on you, man I know you wouldn’t have had it.
Every so often I still catch myself tear up.
I know your watching down on me, on us.
Going on with life is hard but for you I'll live it up.
And keep my music as intended, to lighten people up.
You’re the reason I am tough.
You weren't into hip hop but I've adopted your attitude, I don’t give a fuck.
I can feel you beside me and nothings stopping us.
Life's in constant flux.
People may not get it yet but they will soon enough.
I never got to say goodbye, that still tears me up.
It might've been unspoken but I pray you know how much,
I loved and cherished you.
If someone had a problem with me, all I ever had to do,
Was mention your name.
"Oh that's your brother? Damn my bad dude."
Everyone knew better than to try and mess with you.
Now I sit around thinking how different things would be,
If a corrupt legal system hadn't taken money,
To ruin kids lives instead of give them opportunities to enhance themselves.
Fuck this society that focus's on wealth.
Where everyone is concentrated solely on their selves.
I know this is a test but I wish I could've skipped it.
I was just on the back porch thinking of what I'm missing,
Now that you are gone.
Now I'm praying for my step mom, hoping she can carry on.
How does she continue on with the life that she was living,
When the biggest part of her heart is permanently missing?
 
When I look to the sky and stare at all the stars,
I pretend that every one is an angel keeping guard,
Watching down on me to keep me safe from any harm.
I know that your up there somewhere, nudging me along.
Keeping me on track incase I should fall off.
You’re my guiding light, I know I cant get lost.
 

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